Superstitions

Well,

I'm excited.
Life is moving forward. I made some decisions and they are both scary and exciting on SO many levels.

I am still house shopping, but it dawned on me that this process could take me several months and/or I might not find that house I want until I can improve my stock in life. SO... I made the decision to move on out on my own. I have signed the rental agreement on an apartment.

I move in on Friday the 13th of February. I move in to Apartment #7.
My move in date is one day before Valentines day on my first Valentines day as a single man in a decade.

I am at once exhilarated and terrified. It feels so alien to be alone. After so long with someone else, responsible for someone else, managing a life all on my own. I mean I know I am up for it? But... the awkwardness just pervades my system. I feel like a little kid... just scared. lol.

Ah well... It's gotta be done... and I am motivated to make it so.

Well, I'm heading to bed early (8:17pm on a Tuesday night) because I feel like I might be fighting the early onset of the flu bug going around, and whenever I get alotta sleep, I tend to fight illnesses better. So, I am going to bid you all adieu.

I've gotta call about getting internet at my place a.s.a.p.

Ah well... it's all good.
I just need to go to bed... sleep well all.